I have now MOVED from uedayu to tegoyan >w< so I will delete this account in a few days. :3

XD I haven't been here in a while. *cough* I forgot about it*cough* XD well I MADE a new layout *no not this one. XD* but i'll have to edit this later and stuffies. *sigh* It is a Nishikido layout with Kamenashi Kazuya's "Search" lyrics at the top and it's a blue ♥ ♥ Layout!!! :D Now I just need to make a KAT-TUN layout WITH BAKANISHI!! :D

Okay. I'm going now. *dies* XD

Gomen nasai for not updating since last year! XD I've been busy with my oka-san being in the hospital and I've had to be by her side a lot. :3 So let me type in my oh-so-long entry now. :3 Mhm.

So lately i've been into Momusu(Morning musume) and reina tanaka-chan. She's like...cho kawaii!! XD

Urk. X_x; the "hanamuke" PV looks bad...and so does Keita. I mean..he's getting really skinny!! Like...like...like a anorexic!! ;_; He makes me sad now. ),:

i'm getting my hair done soon! I just don't know what yet!

I'm sick with a cold. ;_; I have a horrible cough.

I wanna act in some dorama or movie or something! :(

OMG! Keita is like making me scared!! He's been working too much and needs to sleep...and eat more!! T.T

*cough* *cough* Erm. Okay? Yeah. I feel...weird around Jin now. Again. NOT the one from KAT-TUN He's my friend. and i just call him jin. :D
Erm. Jin said that he loved me today on the phone. O_O;; What should I do? I don't love. XD That sounds weird. But really. ;_; I feel weird around him now. I never had a adrirere Well...I did. But that was a while ago. I just feel. Confused.

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Well to make me happy i've been watching this for the past hour. :D

( bonnie butterfly. :D )

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Made quote icons.

"Why Jenifer?
Because you are weak!"quote Jin Akanishi


And the all famouse...
"Carshrimp!"by Jin Akanishi

and i'll be doing.

"Woah!Rainbow!"by Jin Akanishi later. XD That scene was CHO funny!!

OMG! I JUST HAD THIS FREAKY DREAM...cuz I fell asleep on my desk *gets hit*

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okay so i was in this cafe/electronics store and suddenly i WAS ATTACKED by someone behind me. X_x;; he pulld a gun to my head and said,'no body mov or i'll shoot this girl's head off.' i was freaking out in my head and SUDDENLY somon punchd him to the ground! and i was happy! :D then i looked and saw KAM from KAT-TUN. my face went like this 'OwO!?' and i did a little spazz attack and then suddenly KEITA TACHIBANA came running into the store SCREAMING,'I'LL KILL ALL OF YOU WITH THIS BOMB!!' and he pointed to the bomb that was on his stomach/chest and then everyone started to freak out and the suddenly RYOHEI popped out of no where and pulled me and kame into a room in the back that was bomb-proff. yeah. he said that. :3 and he locked all three of us in and in the room was another boy and three girls. then ryohei and kame started talking to the boy who was Jin from KAT-TUN and the three girls were talking to each other so i felt kinda left out. ;_; but then the three girls waved me over and then it was hoshi, fei, and kei!! :3 then someone was at the door, ratteling the doorknob and saying,'LET ME IN OR I'LL BLOW UP THIS STORE!!!' then suddenlly there was a loud 'BOOM!' outside of the door and then i looked and saw a small little door thingy and everyone ran into it and then there was another door that led outside so all of us ran out and away from the cafe/store thingy. O_O then suddenly me,hoshi,fei,kei,ryohei,ryuichi,keita,and jin were in kame's car and then driving off somewhere that I really didn't know where we were. don't ask me how or why we could all fit in the small car.
and keita was threating kame with a gun to his head saying, "drive or i'll shoot you.'and kame kept on driving and the rest of us were tied up. O___O!! it was creepy. and then kame was at a big, store thing and keita had a weird mask on and a bag and he ran in with the gun and we all could hear him saying,'GIVE ME THE MONEY NOW!!' it scared us and then he ran back in the car and told kame to drive off as fast as he could away. and then the screne changes and were in a empty warehouse or store thing, still tied up and keita came in and said,'don't worry..i'll find SOMETHING to do with you kids. hahaha.'and then he ran back into another room and left us all alone. then SUDDENLY jin cut the ropes that were on his and then he started to cut the ropes around everyone and then everyone was out and they all ran out and suddenly keita closed the door and he was holding a gun in his hands. everyone stopped and looked at him with wide eyes. then ryohei started to talk,'keita. please. it's me, ryohei, your friend.' and then suddenly keita stot the ground and ryohei jumped and landed in kei's arms. (XD I found that VERY funny) then everyone took a few steps back and then keita shot and then it was dark. then suddenly the scene changed and i woke up in a hostpital with kame and jin looking at me, ryohei ryuichi keita keifu akira and hiroki were in the room too. i suddenly shot up and looked around and kame hugged me. @__@ that scared mee. then suddenly someone screamed at me and i woke up and saw stupid takeo looking at me. then i swat at him and decided to go on the computer again. XD there WAS more to the story but most of it i could remember. ;___;

Soooo. Yesterday went well...i guess. Takeo talked to me but he seemed mad. D: but he did give me a present! :D so we're friends, right?

Takeo:no.
Ayu: ;__; poo head.

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speaking of yesterday...it was AWESOME!
i got everyone something and then i got 11 things! ^-^v
i got....

sachiko:a pretty hat. X3 i love it!
hikari:a NewS Cd
miki:a scarf. XD
airi:a DDR game. ^-^
takeo:1 litre no namida movie!! :D
masumi:a hoodie!! :DD
nobuyuki:4 manga volumes XD
hiro:a w-inds. POL blue shirt!! ♥
aki:KAT-TUN real face film
kioshi:w-inds. things!!! <3 he's awesome like that. >w<
nakoto:KAT-TUN boku no machi de CD+DVD and a hello kitty hairbands

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i gave...
sachiko:Lead cds(she's addicted to Lead right now. XD)
hikari:some pretty shoes. XD
miki:a kitty plushie! :D
airi:totoro movie!! X3
takeo:a cake. XD
masumi:ayumi hamaskai "secret" cd+dvd
nobuyuki:?????? i forgot X33
hiro:a totoro plushie. X3 i treat him like a little brother. ^_^
aki:koda kumi cd.
kioshi:KAT-TUN boku no machi de CD whatta fanboy. X3
nakoto:some gackt cd.

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i looove my new blue layout! still can't fix all of the colours but i'm working on the pinku. :D light blue is my favourite colour! X3

Kame is pretty in the new header. :3 he's a pretty pretty boy..person. ^-^v XD

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i'm going to hong kong for a month starting jan 1st! :D so i might not be on as much! X3 yup yup!

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fwee hee hee. X3 i'm going to go buy more KAT-TUN thingies today!

Heeeey minna!! :D....give me something in my stocking....thingy. XP

( MY STOCKING...THINGY XP!! )

Yeaaaah. so everyone...since it's kurisumasu...AND I GET TO STAY HOME AND AWAY FROM MY COUSIN I come with a clearer version of "hanamuke"!! :3 because everyone loves keita..XD ( my not farewell gift to you. ) it's made of the awesome!! :D i am in love with it! <3 credits to haffling

i have been TRYING to talk with takeo-kun since 7:00 in the morning! he's not picking upp! ;^; i think he really hates mee. *ayumi cry* i don't like it when people hate me. it makes me cry. > < i need a hug from bear-lion!keita. *gets hit* ;^; i've been reading up on KAT-TUN since i stopped dance dance revolution. kame ish pretty. :D i love his hair in signal. > < ueda's hair was awesome too. anyway off of the KAT-TUN/kame/ueda subject...i got KAT-TUN's single "signal" today!! it was a pressent from masumi-chan. she's been my friends for a while...since we were both 8 but she moved a few years ago. ;^; BUT SHE CAME BACK A MONTH AGO!! :D

we're doing a gift thingy later today. we're going to go around shopping and buy one thing for each other. ;^; that's going to kill mee. > < i'm already super poor but i have to get 1 thing for 11 people that's going to be at least 10,000 yen! ;_______; i don't have that kind of money!! i'll just have to ask onee-san or onii-san for some money. but my onii-san is a meanie. ;___; he treats misaki better than me. just because she's older than me. >( but she has a job that pays well so maybe i can get a little off of her...and pay her back of course!!

hope fully takeo is there...but the he would ignor mee for the rest of the time. ;^; but we were friends before the little 'LOVE-CHAN' thing. > < i hate being in fights

my oka-san's leaving in a few hours to get to her plane. maybe should i ask her for some money before she goes? ;___; i don't know. but it's worth a try, ne~

XD I have been playing DDR for 2 hours now and I just stopped! XD I was doing beforu's PEACE (^^)v It's cho cool! I am in love with that song now! :D they have such kawaii voices! >w<

MERII KURISUMASU MINNA! :D It's christmas everyone!! YAY! I can't go down and open pressents yet the few that I have. XD

urk. X_X;; today i have to go visit my loud cousin in hokkaido. he HATES w-inds. soooo much! I can't believe him! X( I just wanted to punch him when he said that keita was a girl a few years ago when he started to HATE my obsession. ;^; he's a poo head and i hate him. so i'm going to ask if i can go stay over at hikari's or sachiko's or i can stay home with misaki-nee-chan because she's not going. for unknown reasons.

i got in a fight ith takeo-kun because me, hikari, nobu, and sachiko ALL know that he likes ai-chan. NO not my puppy doggie! XD but she's in the 9th grade. XP. older than him!! but he apparently doesn't care about age. > < but i'm worried abot him. ;_; he's really emotion so if he get's shot don by her, he's going to come to my place and eat all of my food! trust me, he did it befor when a younger girl shot him down right away. XP but that's what makes him kawaii! but he makes fun of me a lot because i'm short and i should look like i'm in the 5th grade not 8th. > < i'm just young looking. that's it. don't hurt mee.

w-inds. live tour 2006 ~THANKS~ was funny when they had all of those children with them! keita had two on his back when he was like...doing push up's or something and then he fell to the ground! :D w-inds. with kids are kawaii! but there were these girl older than me. i think. X__x;; and it looked like they liked keita. *gets a metal pole.* BACK OFF. >( he's mine!! *gets shot*

anyway i'm going to go back with my DDR game now! Jya~~

Urk. My oka-san's having a spazz attack because of my oto-chan. >w< he didn't care enough to by me a pressent for my birthday we just found that out after...around a week after my b-day. my oka-san told her cousin and she was like,'what a...'my oka-san didn't tell me the word that she said...so it must be a curse word. ;_; my oka-san's sueing my oto-san. X) don't ask me why, because even i don't know at the moment. KAT-TUN isn't even making my day all shinny and happy. w-inds. aren't even brightining up my horrible day. D: JIN made my day WORSE. Thanks Jin. XD